Beautiful Day
Mood:  a-ok
What a beautiful day today is! It is so nice outside and the weather is great. I was just outside for my break and it was so nice. It is not hot, but not cold either. Just perfect for Southern California weather. This is the way it should be more often.

I had an ok night last night. Me and B got into yet another argument last night. Last night was a big one though and we both said some very hurtful things to each other. Then my mom called me which I am glad she did cause our argument pretty much ended after that. It is always the same thing with us. We go around in circles arguing about one thing, and then something else gets brought up so we argue about that. Then we go back to the first thing we were arguing about it goes on and on. I am sure you get the point. Most of the time we argue over nothing, but other times it is a big thing to me or him and it just gets worse and worse. I was so upset with him last night and with everything he was saying I was very close to telling him I couldn't do it anymore and we should end it while we were ahead but as I was thinking about saying it I started to cry cause I realized that is not what I want. I obviously want to be with him or we wouldn't be where we are now. We would both be doing our own things if things would've went through before with us separating. I think we really need to sit down and talk and try to figure out how we can solve everything before it gets worse and we are going through the same thing we were going through a few months back. I really don't want to go through all that again.

Other than that last night was ok for me. B was supposed to go back to work after he picked up me and the baby but his tooth was bothering him so he didn't go back. We went to get a few groceries after we picked up the baby and then went home. When we did get home we realized we were completely broke again (I know, I had just gotten paid too) and we were both bothered by it. That was what started our big argument last night until it got bigger and led to other things. We knew other things needed to be paid but we also thought after those things would be paid we would still have some money left to get us by till he got some money next week. It didn't work out that way so we went home after grocery shopping with less than 10 dollars to our name. The good news about all of that is B went to court this morning to pay his fine so he doesn't go to jail. He didn't pay last month cause that was when he got laid off and we didn't have it. So he was supposed to pay for 2 months today but thought he would try only paying one month and see what would happen from there. He didn't even see the judge, but I guess the clerk took his money, showed the judge what he paid and the judge excused B to go. He told the clerk that he showed B has been paying good (either on time or before its due) for the past 6 months now so he let this one go. So now that he only paid half we have some extra money so I am feeling better about that situation.

I know, you probably don't want to hear about my money problems and I sorry to be such a pest and continue to bother you with my financial issues but this is my blog. I need to vent somehow so this is my way of venting and getting it out of my system. So other than all that nothing else is going on. I am finally done with all the work I have been doing for that one attorney. I finished the indexing this morning so I am pretty happy about that. Turns out that attorney will be leaving soon anyway. So I did all that for nothing. Well, I did it for the next attorney that takes that file so I guess it won't be for nothing. He even told me the next person who takes that file will be happy with what I did cause it looks a lot better. A lot more organized now. So now I am not as busy as I was last week but it nice to take a breather and relax and not worry about anything till I get more work to do.

Have a great day everyone and if live in Southern California enjoy this weather while it lasts! It is so gorgeous outside it is unbelievable!